In deep sadness there is no place for sentimentality.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Jun 20, 2015 12:17:31 GMT -5
This is a piece I wrote & performed which did really well in competitions. I am a Woman by Frankie Wilson When I look into the mirror I see a warrior staring back at me. She is strong and she is fierce, she is kind and she is passionate.
Her voice is loud and commanding, gentle and soothing. She stands tall and mighty, short and sturdy.
Her hands are made for helping, her words are shaped to inspire. Her ears are always open, and her mind is always there.
Within her eyes I see her wisdom, and within their depths lies her faith. Her cheeks burn with fire, her skin glows with joy.
Her body speaks of the woman she is, the past she left behind her, and the future she has yet to meet.
Within her posture I see her strength, the determination with her head held high.
Her spine shows her refusal to bend, her legs her refusal to fall.
Her arms are wings opened wide, ready to soar across the sky.
I can see how far she can go if she tries.
I notice her flaws, and catch her scars.
The marks upon her skin, the ones deep beneath. They are there and they are bold, as much of the warrior as everything else.
As I look in the mirror I smile at what I see. As I look in the mirror I can only see me.
Unfortunately not everyone sees the same thing.
They look at me and walk on by.
I am unnoticeable and unimportant, my presence does not matter.
I am known when they’re forced to look at me. Even then, I am invisible.
My words slip through empty ears, my voice touches frozen hearts.
Once my brief moment is done they brush me aside, as I’m nothing more than a bothersome fly.
When they do notice me, it is not for who I am. They see me when they want me, as if I were a toy.
Remembered when useful, tossed aside when they’re done. In those moments they see me as something to own. Possibly a pet to control, expected to sit down and obey.
What is wanted to bee seen is seen and everything that matters doesn’t exist.
I am not supposed to think other than the thoughts that were placed inside of me since birth.
To them, all I should do is sit there and look pretty. What else am I good for?
What I think is not important, and my words hold no meaning. My emotions are fickle, and my will must be broken.
I may only speak when spoken to, and may not talk when interrupted.
What they see is an empty little girl waiting to be taken control of. They do not see me for the warrior I am, the survivor who I’ve become.
After all, for them, I am just another woman living in a man’s world.
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In deep sadness there is no place for sentimentality.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Jun 20, 2015 12:27:12 GMT -5
My Own Little World by Frankie Wilson I live in my own little world. For some this may sound like a fantasy, At first I can only try to agree, Desperate lying. There are no rules in my own little world. I can say some names who would holler in delight, Whereas I can only cower in fright, Heavy breathing. There are no responsibilities in my own little world. I know of some who would call this a dream, Though I can only sit down and scream, Useless pleaing. You do not need to eat in my own little world. I should have more time to play, I can only begin to pray, Wishful thinking. You do not need to feel sad in my own little world, Even when snow does fall. Except I can no longer feel at all, Empty being. Noise does not exist in my own little world. A few would say it’s impossible to be annoyed. I can only see the empty void, Never ending. There is now an ocean in my own little world. They all want to swim as the day gets hotter. Now I’m held under water, Muted drowning. I am trapped in my own little world. People have stopped trying to make it nice, They stop and watch me pay my price, Over trying. I found a way out of my own little world. I finally did it, I’m free! As I look I am confused by what I see, Mournful crying.
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